Routine scan came back with a shadow

It might be nothing. The doctor used the word 'probably' and the word 'most likely' a lot, and then scheduled three more appointments. I held it together through the consult and cried in the car park afterwards. We haven't told the kids yet. They have a big school week and I don't want to give them this to carry. My husband and I have been quietly googling things at 1am and not telling each other. Pray for clarity from the next set of tests. Pray for our marriage to keep talking through this instead of going silent. Pray for me to stop catastrophising every time my phone buzzes. And pray for those families who have walked this same path — that they feel less alone tonight.